Sometimes existence is just plain pain
In an age where it hurts to merely live
A dullness accompanying everything that I do
And hidden beneath it all is the thought
That the lack of life may be the best feeling in the world
It being the absence of feeling, a state of nothingness, darkness
With it bringing a world without pain
Right now I’m where boredness is my captor
Trapping me in a cage of numbness
My mask shows a colored me bringing happiness
But that covers the darkness that resides within