10.19.19

This piece’s going for an extra minute

I’m not trying to make it look pretty

Just to get the thoughts out

Coloring this canvas

Riding the waves to the 

Bum bum bam bum bum bum bam

Piano echoing, beat slapping

Disgust showing on my face 

Due to the foulness of this song

And by that foulness

Like the stinkiness of blue cheese

It’s good

“Don’t Come Out the House” – 21 Savage

The new trend for only me

Is self discovery

Finding the light amidst the smoke

Like a wise guy says

“They can’t fuck with the light”

Loving myself for my tendencies

And finding the good breaking them

What feels good maintains

I ain’t no word warrior

More like a guy rocket launcher

Blasting these words straight into your face

This girl’s been on my mind

Upon regaining consciousness, she’s the first thing

Among others

But to express that is the difficulty

And to take a chance on something

If anything, my mind is my greatest enemy

Self-doubt and fixation on everything besides NOW

Consume my being bit by bit

And always, the monkey monkeys around

Ohh ee oh ahhh!!!!

Pulling me to whatever is there

My inner being is conflicted

My morals upright but unwilling to love myself
Perhaps only a phase passing through

But really rooted in the deep

All that exists is now

My mind analyzing what happened 10 minutes ago

Or what happened earlier in the day

In this galaxy with all the cosmos and magical forces

All compounds into my being here

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